December 18, 2009

• My feelings seem to grow in a parasitic way.  from deep within me. like greedy needy children, reaching for me  Crying out for me to acknowledge them.  While all the while I am told not to look within myself for the source of my pain.

  I wander in a way that is only familiar to those that are dying, wondering where I will rest.  Who will claim me. 

  Those that have loved me are gone.  No longer here to give me comfort and relief.

  I am left to navigate on my own.

  without signs, without guidance

  • 7:50 pm
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